I don't understand chemistry moles.
I don't understand a single shit in class.
I don't wanna be in this state because this sucks.

Everything is piling up like waiting for me to complete them.

I haven't revise for Midyear yet.
I think it WILL be another series of test in which I will not do well.
Damn. ):

Plus my sis's watching american idol. So do I.
Say bye to Wednesday-not fruitful, at all.

PS : I got 28/60 for maths class test. Happy till max because I only failed by 2 marks!
Seriously, I could have passed without those careless mistake.
I thought everything will turn out the other way round like totally unexpected it to be 28marks!
I believe in do your best, and let god do the rest. :)

This week isn't as bad as what I thought :)


Monday was photo taking day.
I can't believe how fast time flies and now we are graduating.
I remembered last year was the first time sec 4 normal academic was classified under graduating classes.
Because they were afraid we couldn't make it to sec 5.
But now after one year we're here again, taking our graduating shoot.
Had fun snapping pictures using my own camera with Mr Wong and class.
Seriously, WHY HE IS NOT OUR FORM TEACHER?
There is just this bond between the class and him, just like 2E with Miss Chan.
Anyway, he joined us for our informal shots and we all painted our faces!
Great day that I enjoyed myself :)
What more, it IS the first day of school having vegetarian stall. (after 4months omg)
Now I will not have to see people eating and me myself having pathetic snacks that doesn't fill my stomach AT ALL.
The vendor always give me large amount of serving and call me to eat MORE because I am very skinny. LOL.














Wednesday. Suppose to have Media Club but Miss Yasmine told me that she only wants to meet the sec 3's.
So I can leave and have a good rest at home. Gooooood!


Thursday. Geography and POA paper came out manageable.
But it kills just for memorizing Geography deforestation case study causes and problems ONLY.
That is NOT even a quarter of the whole O level syllabus.


TODAY IS AWESOME TILL THE MAX.
I LOVE FRIDAY! :D

Let me tell you how awesome it is for Speech Day 2010.


Firstly, to start off the presentation ceremony. I overslept and took a cab to school.
Was too tired in the afternoon so I went to take a nap.
My parents told me they DID called me to wake up, the alarm DID rang.
They gave up after several tries as I didn't heard anything and continue sleeping!
Wanted to meet Alfred, he was all along waiting for my phone call AND AT THE END he called me!
Need to meet at 4.30(starting at 6) but I woke up at 5.30.
I don't think there is a need to meet so early lor but still, by the time I woke up is quite late already.
And when I was about to leave, my phone auto shut off due to low battery.
Borrowed phone from dad incase of emergency.
So I reached school, saw LiuJIAHAO and thank god he used the samsung phone before so he helped me to change the language display AND silent mode(my dad's phone have some weird ringtone).
Like just imagine it rang out of a sudden in between the ceremony, will be super embarrassed.


I don't know why the flow of the day is so smooth.
Everyone is so nice, everything is nice, it just makes me happy :)
Mr Peh guided me to take attendance with the science lab lady and Miss Lam to check my seating arrangement.
And he himself even helped me to find my seat!
Throughout the whole process we have been talking and he was like ''top(2nd) N level student leh'' Lol.
And Edison even texted me '' wahseh not bad ah! ''


Saw the express people and we're all prize awardees! Isn't it great? :)
Those who are not also sat around the area so it was just an opportunity to say hi and wave.
Edison and Me get the SMC Book Awards for both 'O' and 'N' level respectively for overall achievements and exemplary conduct.
Mine is Lee Joo Jan Book Award, his is Loo Neng Book Award.
I didn't even expect myself to be in that category! First time.
Top for Combined Humanities(Geography and Social Studies) too.
Plus there is a trophy presented to me! I was totally shock.
Felt honoured to get this award and shake hand with Mr James Lee, chairman of SMC.
Few years back, I was thinking of one day if I can receive an award from him.
So the day arrives-today!
During refreshments, Mrs Chua, Vice Principal smile and came to congratulate me with a hand shake!
Feel honoured once again.
Oh anyway, I had a good chat with James Chan!
I still think he is Chinese! Last time I used to speak to him in mandarin and he'll be like HUH?


Felt so motivated again to study hard because I have been through everything myself.
And the result is all worth it, every effort was paid off.
I hope I will do well for "O" level this year!
No matter how badly I did for school exams.
It is only when you fail then you'll pass!(this reminds me NOT TO GIVE UP IN MATHS)
Because I flunk most of my Maths tests.(very demoralising)
I hope I will not allow myself to fall back, to keep up and remain consistent.
With that, wish me all the best for this year :)


Thanks Rebecca for taking the photos for me.












































EDISON AND JIAXIN.HAHAHAHA!







































Stephanie's NEW hairstyle :)

Tomorrow's Monday again which means the start of a new week and a series of TESTSSSSSSSS.

Monday : Photo Taking
Tuesday : Speech day rehearsal
Wednesday : CCA till 5.30 (zzz)
Thursday : Geography and POA tests,Why must both subjects be on the same day!
Friday : E.Maths test + Speech day in the evening


And I am not feeling well again.
My body system is really unstable.
Hate this feeling better go away.
Have not been sick for a long time and this week totally sucks.


I don't enjoy school at all. I need the motivation back.
And life's a complete boredom.

Flu, Fever, Sore Throat
Leg cramp, whole body aches.
):

Within just one afternoon.
After my nap I woke up and my throat was so painful! Every drip of saliva that I swallow is like piercing pain.
Then my nose started running and I felt feverish!
Today in school I felt cold and unwell.
Was having headache and my eyes was super painful!
I guess I got it from my partner sitting behind me. -.-
Deciding if I should go school tomorrow as I think I will be drop dead once I reach home at 6 after cca.
Plus MediaClub is at library and computer lab. Even worst.
I hate the feeling of falling sick.
After running 2.4km, my whole leg was so cramp and I have difficulty walking.
And my sit and reach was really bad. Just passed with the help of friends!
I can't stretch!
I think only Mr Lawrence can help me to do stretching during his warm up lesson which I attended once.


I very lazy to complete SS homework.


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On April Fool's.

Got tricked. Zy told me Miss Loo was absent.
Everyone,including me was very happy because I don't really like attending her lesson.
While we took our own sweet time to walk to 5N2, we saw her there!
I was like '' siaaaaaaannnn.. ''
Then later zy told me leow going to Germany for his YOG thing.
I told him he better not migrate there or else I'll kill him.
But before I head to bed he said today is April fool.
What? I got prank easily?


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On the other hand, I guess my life is somehow corrupted.
I am still trying to fix it and yeah,thanks to those who encourage me.
Anyway, I didn't thought that things will turn out to be this way.
It was just a small quarrel.
Perhaps, you may think I didn't appreciate for the things you had done as a friend.
But no, I did. But I don't know why it turns out to be something so serious.
It doesn't mean by quarrelling=not appreciating.
Keep quiet and doesn't voice out =not appreciating.
Its something PERSONAL. I don't have to show it as well as I know it myself.


Tried to talk, tried to solve it by having a nice talk during recess.
But I saw something while buying drinks.
Took off my bag, off to level 3.
I have no idea why I am becoming so bhb and thick skin.
You all just showed me a sign of not welcoming.Oh well.
There IS a misunderstanding.


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I realised that I should only joke to those who can take it.
Do you even meet this kind of people?
They play with you, they make fun of you, and yet at the end of the day when you do the same to them.
They got angry.
So now, if you joke with me.
I will just smile and not say a word AT ALL.
I shall accept the person you are and react the way I should.
I am not referring to you, if you're reading. It's a male.

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My blog is very boring.
No new pictures. No new events happening.
It was just plain school and home.

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PS : I just had like some nightmare yesterday!

1. Get 18/20 for Mr Danny's test and yet he wrote : '' This is the worst mark you have gotten,you will get out of the class if you get this result again '' I remembered in the dream my heart pump very fast and I was like what happened while fliping the paper.

2. Quarelled with Cousin and Angie and scolded cb in my dream! I scream like crazy and is very agitated.
So vulgar, better NOT be the truth and WILL never scold that word :)

3. Zy appear to work at kfc in my dream -.-'''

4. Weiting appears from long hair to having spiky hair like her idol. Me and a group of friends said VERY PRETTY. LOL TO THE MAX.

5. Many more,all is very weird and I woke up laughing to myself.